Hello Father Jehovah,
I am so used to calling you just GOD but to learn your real name was quite the eye opener.
I am not sure I want to be a JW I am not sure what they teach is fully right or that the other side is right I am so confused.  I know I love and respect you.  You are the only constant in my life.  Everything else everyone else fails me.
Autumn failed me when what I tell her keeps going back to her dad.  So not cool I kept her secrets but she can't keep mine.  I am done.  I took her out of my phone and I took her off my facebook.  I am sure she will not even really notice.  All is well since I am not sure I even want to be a JW anyway.
I am sad about the state of my relationship with R.  I can't get him to want to spend time with me.  I can't get him to want to act like the boyfriend he is supposed to be.  He couldn't even watch a full show with me he got up and left a show btw I recorded for him. Not a show I would normally watch.  HOW RUDE!!
I don't know what to do to get him to act the way a boyfriend should.  If there is anyway you could help in that front that would be awesome.
Father continue to mold me into the person YOU want me to be.
Forgive me my shortcomings.
Help those I love who are in need of your help right now.
AMEN